Hepi New Year

New Year!!! When the clock strikes twelve on December 31st, people all over the world cheer and wish each other a very Happy New Year. For me, this event is no more than a change of a calendar. For others, the New Year symbolizes the beginning of a better tomorrow. Masa..kenapalah cepat sangat berlalu...

I feel...

I just feel like quitting my study and leaving this town. I don't want to be a superheroin anymore.

Wonderings...

Do you ever wonder what it would be like to be someone else? What if I had been born in Alaska, the poor daughter of a couple of Eskimos? What if I had been born an heiress to parents of tremendous wealth? What if I had been born in Africa or China? How different would my life be? What if I had been born disabled or disfigured?

Or what it would be like if things hadn't turned out the way that they had? What if events that occured in my childhood had never happened? Would I still be the person that I am today? Would I be better? Worse?

What if I had never made any of the mistakes that I have made throughout my lifetime? Would I know the things that I know now? What if I had made the mistakes that I thought about making, but ended up making the right decisions instead?

Then I think about all the people that I have met in my life. What if I had never met them? I don't think I've met a single person that hasn't changed me in some way. Maybe they changed my outlook on life to a more positive one. Maybe they made me cynical. Maybe they made me happy. Maybe they made me feel hatred or terror. Maybe they inspired me to go after the things I've always wanted to do.

Does everyone think the same things that I think? Do they wonder about these things too?

Friends Wedding

"Wishing you all the health and happiness in this world on your wedding"
"Wishing you the best of life today and in the days to come"
"Heart filled wishes; hoping the best for you two today and forever; happy married life"
""I pray and wish happiness for both of you on your wedding day, may ALLAH grant you a happy married life!" Amin....

mai wedding

fiza wedding

Salam Maal Hijrah 1431H

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all muslim in the world..
Salam Ma’al Hijrah 1431 Hijrah….
May this year brings Us more barakah and rahmat from Allah SW.T.
Ameen.

Oldschool....

day I will not write anything. Now I will show some photos of my friends including me. All these images sometimes fall me in nostalgia that were so so so sweet days! My friends! Most of you are now too far from me but not from heart!!

Group Subjek Cryopreservation-Dr Yap
muai, aku,ati,miza

Most Boring Day

Today is one of those boring days. I am epically bored today. Nothing really interesting to write about. Nothing too important going on. It’s quiet more or less everywhere, all my family is out. This is the most boring day (hehehe, men farmville kt facebook jer dri pgi td).


sekian , terima kasih daun keladi...... :)

My wish....(terlambat sudey)

I wanna wish all a very happy & meaningful Eid ul Adha.
Semoga beroleh keberkatan atas apa jua bentuk pengorbanan kita di hari yang mulia ini...amin..

To my umi, my sister and my brother and also my absolutely wonderful blogger friend (mcm xde jer...), and all jemaah who performing their hajj for this season (bilelah aku nak pi nie), I wish them all in good health, safe and blessed hajj....semoga beroleh haji yang mabrur..amin

fAnTaSy...

I have decided that I don't want to be a superheroin anymore. Well, I do, but I want to be a fantastical superheroin instead. I'm all about fantasy these days. My newest obsession? Magic mirrors. You know, just to see how they're doing. People I haven't seen in a long time, or people I can't see for various reasons. Magic mirrors would come in handy.

They would only be one-way mirrors, of course. I could see them, but they couldn't see me. I'd just pull out my magic mirror and tell it to show me so and so and then there they would be in their rear-view mirror, driving in their car, singing off-key to the radio. Why hasn't someone invented magic mirrors, yet? The concept has been around for ages. Snow White's evil step-mother had a magic mirror. Who else had a magic mirror? ermm...

I would use my magic mirror for good, of course. I would travel to far away lands with fairies. I would defeat giants and dragons and evil kings with my magic sword.
stop dreaming ainul...wake up!!!!!.....tido pas asar nti gilo!!

I'm Back

It's very dusty here with all the hanging cobwebs.. -cough- huu. Okay, I'm back. Dear readers, this is a personal blog about personal issues, concerns, experiences, feelings and doings which don't help other people (at least), but you are welcome to read it since it is already a public blog that's not restricted to a certified reader. However, if you find anything good in it, then pray to Allah that He rewards me for it and pray that you may benefit from it as well. If on the other hand, you find some desestable articles, commentaries (etc), then point it out as a concerned Muslim so that we correct each other in the spirit of Islam and enjoining good. =) 

Good vs Normal

"I dont wanna be a good guy, I just wanna being normal"

Sapa pernah baca buku, mesti tau quotes ni. Simple je ayat dia. Dia taknak jadi baik, tapi dia nak jadi normal. Jadi normal dalam masyarakat Melayu skang ni memang payah. Dan itu merupakan salah satu perjuangan. Sebelum tu, tafsiran normal ni pun kena betul. Andai tafsiran normal hidup kita cenderung kepada hidup ala-ala Barat dan Zionis, maka itulah normaliti kehidupan kita. Andainya tafsiran normal hidup kita berpandukan sunnah dan Al-Quran, maka itulah perjuangan sebenar kita. Jadik normal untuk mendapat redha Dia memang payah. Nak jadi normal bagi masyarakat zionis pon payah (pasal Malaysian masih belum capai tahap masyarakat zionism). Contoh sempoi, normal Masyarakat Melayu skang ialah solat express dan di hujung waktu, jadi kalo kita nak jadi normal di sisiNya, kita kena jadi abnormal dari masyarakat Melayu, iaitu solat di awal waktu secara berjemaah.

Normaliti lain ada kat bawah ni sebagai contoh:

1) Melayu : Solat sorang2 ; Islam : Solat jemaah

2) Melayu : Layan AF 24 jam ; Islam : Layan ceramah 24 jam

3) Melayu : Layan lagu Avril 30 jam ; Islam : Layan Al-Quran 35 jam

4) Melayu : Kagumi artis barat/korea/lain2 ; Islam : Kagumi baginda s.a.w.

5) Melayu : Tegur menegur amalan extremis (ISA) ; Islam :Tegur menegur amalan mulia

6) Melayu : Nobodys Matter ; Islam : Nobodys Perfect

7) Melayu : Kesian rakyat Palestin ; Islam : Jum tolong rakyat Palestin

8) Melayu : Kubur lain-lain, tak perlu kisah ; Islam : Kalo kubur sebelah2, camna?

9) Melayu : Pakai tudung pon seksi ke? ; Islam : An-Nur 31

10) Melayu : Kapel pun salah?? ; Islam : Matlamat tak menghalalkan cara

11) Melayu : ..... ; Islam : .....

  

p/s: korang nak yg mana..melayu dulu ke or islam dulu?? muhasabah bersama,,aku pun kekadang melayu gak

.......

Have you ever imagined, life is a competition, a contest, a tournament. Life is for testing our aqidah, our iman, our akhlaq. Life always provide us with choices, but the choice that we make determine whether we are the winner or the loser. Life is a never ending evaluation, to see how far can we endure the hardship, and how best we tackle the challenges. Life is very short, and eternity can only be gained in the hereafter. May Allah forgive me for what have i done.... ASTAGHFIRULLAH

GAG!! ewww

I took a bite of a delicious-looking chocolate of raisins. Then I took another bite and hit someting really hard. I think it was a bug. Ewww. I ate a ...........guess it...heh

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. = F.A.C.E.B.O.O.K

Facebook = friend?? what is the relationship for both ....... :)
Facebook has been my favorite toys these few months as I found so many beloved old friends from it. It doesn't mean that I leave my new friends okay, I am just so into old days... that's all.. hahahaha, Being reunited with old good friends is something incredible for me. Good times and bad times, (mostly good times) we had together when we were very young, make me love them more and more each day.

Seeing them in troubles nowadays, really broke my heart. I love them with all my heart and I wanna be beside them when they need a friend. Too many people feel they have no friend to share their pain, but hey, you know what, I also find some people who still feel that they don't need a friend! These last type of friend broke my heart even more! It's really sad to see our love ones walking alone to handle their own life... don't know about you, but I feel really sad if my friends reject my friendship and tell me to leave them alone...

Lastly, i would like to dedicate the song at my playlist to all may friend in the world..semoga ukwah kita sentiasa berpanjangan...aminnn

PHOTOFUNIA... let's try

I visited one of my fiend blog and found this interesting site Photofunia where you can create some effect on your own photo.. to those who have some spare times..try this out... very interesting to those in boring mode!!Here are some pictures I edited using photofunia... http://www.photofunia.com/

My Latest Obsession

Yes, I will admit it. I have officially become a Youtube addict. I can't help myself. someone...plz help me....nasihat sket..ermm..

:( huhuhu

I am a little bit upset today..to see such a sight to start my day. This morning, when I looked out the window..I saw this sight which has touched my heart deeply inside, making me feel helpless..(sedey, bialah tulis dlm diary jer)

Dear Allah, we're helpless..we're begging for Your protection, for none of this happen to us nor to anyone we love..Amin.

Wahai Diri

Lahirmu kerana satu tujuan,
Hidupmu bukan sekadar mengecapi kenikmatan,
Kemanisan dunia tidak berkekalan,
Jangan sampai kau sesat dihujung jalan.

Wahai diri,
Hari harimu berlalu tanpa kau sedari,
Bulan dan tahun silih berganti, 
Kehidupan makin menjauhi,
Kematian pula datang mendekati.

Wahai diri,
Alam dah makhluk sukar mengasihani mu,
Masa turut meninggalkanmu,
Manusia tidak akan selamanya bersamamu,
Yang pasti...Hanya tuhan sentiasa bersamamu.

Wahai diri,
Sedang kau hanya satu lagi ciptaanNYA!
Yang tiada upaya..lemah tidak bermaya,
Mengapa kau masih ingkar!
Berani suruhan dan laranganNYA kau langgar,
Kau nahi yang makruf, kau amar yang mungkar
Sungguh berani kuasaNYA kau cabar,
Mujur tuhanmu mampu bersabar.

Wahai diri,
Mengapa kau biarkan dirimu terleka,
Yakinlah kau akan satu perkara..setiap amal pasti dibalas-NYA,

Wahai diri,
Buanglah ego dan sombongmu,
Mintalah keampunan dari tuhanmu,
Andai selamat yang kau mahu,
Dihari yang dasyat dan tidak menentu,

Wahai tuhan yang Maha Pemurah,
Terimalah ampunanku ....

Al-Fatihah utk Arwah Abi..semoga kau sentiasa tenang disana~